this is beautiful.
i remember reading about ibogaine experiences in Daniel Pinchbeck's book 2012 : Return of Quetzalcoatl
sounded intense. here is a quote from the hangar18 site:
What is Ibogaine?
“Ibogaine, a naturally occurring alkaloid found in Tabernanthe iboga and other plant species of Central West Africa, is effective in interrupting narcotic dependence. It also induces a waking dream state with psychedelic visions. Taking Ibogaine is not a recreational experience. Ibogaine has freed thousands of people from their addiction and is a new paradigm in addiction therapy.”
basically from what i can remember of the book pinchbeck related it to being ripped open, having your mother drink your soul, then having your father scold you like god himself and then you promise the infinite void that you know nothing and accept everything and are then broken down so you can be built back up. total psychedelic overhaul. purge. reset.